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Marty Remis's avatar

No words - just thanks.

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Jonny Vee's avatar

Wow. What an incredibly personal and powerfully moving story. Thank you for sharing.

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Millie Finkel's avatar

So sorry, I have a forever granddaughter adopted from the foster care system and I am now a Guardian ad Litem because I saw how much was needed to help support children in care. And there is always a need for more volunteers.

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Carrie Seidman's avatar

The "next chapter" of this saga is that I became a foster Mom to try to adopt that way. I had a little boy in my home for over a year, but ultimately, the courts sent him back to his 15-year-old mom. At that point, I just didn't have it in me to keep pursuing it. But I've thought of becoming a Guardian ad Litem too; such important work.

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Jstein's avatar

Oh, Carrie. Thank you for sharing this piece of your life.

Our hearts go out to you.

We love you!

js/JPS

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BOB87's avatar

The same happened to two other couples I know--twice each. All four biological couples reneged at the last moment and each time it was one of the couple's parents who intervened.

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Nancy Joy Goldstein's avatar

Heartbreaking Carrie 🙏🏻🌻

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William VanderPloeg's avatar

Peace to you, tough stuff.

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Maria Roles's avatar

You are one amazing woman! Sending hugs!!

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Jeff Alexander's avatar

Thanks for sharing a 'wee bit' of yourself. A chunk of my heritage includes some Scot-Irish blood, so I'm very familiar with the blessing.

🌎🌈🕊❤

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Litten Boxser's avatar

Carrie right now I just want to give you a hug❤️

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Vickie Oldham's avatar

This.

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Maureen Mahoney Florio's avatar

OMG. You continue to inspire me with your unending positive attitude 💚💚💚

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Deborah Alborell's avatar

The picture I have in my mind is that Paddy changed April's life in more ways than one. That his existence inspired her to become all she could be, and, as the story goes, they lived happily ever after.

There are so many experiences in our lives, and especially in our childhood that have life-long effects. My father suddenly passed away when I was 8. I think all of us children have suffered throughout lives in one way or another because of that. When I talk to children of divorce, I can tell them I had the same feelings as they growing up, and my dad didn't choose to not be a part of my life.

Some of my worst experiences have turned out to be my greatest blessings, and I can be thankful to have had them or I wouldn't be the person I am today. And I am glad of that!!

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Carrie Seidman's avatar

I certainly hope you are right.

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Petrina's avatar

Heartbreaking story, Carrie. The same thing happened to my nephew and his wife a few months ago, and I know how painful it was for them.

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Ann F's avatar

Boy, did I feel the pain, and I've never even WANTED children! How heartbreaking. That huge emotional roller coaster. I'll hope that April and Paddy "made it". And I am so sorry about that set of circumstances for you. And, as always, appreciate you sharing.

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Jeanne Batalia's avatar

I’m so very sorry for your loss. I can only hope that Paddy/Max & April are doing well and thriving. Maybe she will reach out to you someday. Your 💖is so big. 💞❣️

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